O - I get the anger, I really do and it [censored]. I am 44 years old with a 9 and 7 year old and last year my W just told me 1 day she was done and 3 weeks later she was gone.
Now I see my kids 1.2 the time, am paying child support and all of our savings has been split in half.
I get it.......it's ok to vent. Your early on. Try to start thinking about how you can channel that anger in a positive direction.