Its the days that start like this that i end up wanting to contact her, to tell her how awful she is, but i know instead of the "Omg i know, you dont have to remind me, im awful and i shouldnt have done what i did!" i know id get "your crazy, leave me alone"

Thinking of this does remind me of a conversation with WW back before TRO when i brought up the affair, where she said something to the effect of "Why do you keep beating a dead horse, you don't need to keep reminding me of what I did, im well aware"

Which i think is interesting, she acknowledged that she "knew what she did" but didnt have any remorse or regret in her voice, or offered no apology. (For the record she only ever "apologized" once, the day i found out about affair, and it was obviously not sincere)


M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds