you know what. I need to be honest with myself. I am missing her, again, the illusion, not the illusionist, but yea. Im lonely, i miss "it", by it i miss the R when i was happy, but dont wish myself back into a scenario that i know would result in pain down the road.


M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds