you know what. I need to be honest with myself. I am missing her, again, the illusion, not the illusionist, but yea. Im lonely, i miss "it", by it i miss the R when i was happy, but dont wish myself back into a scenario that i know would result in pain down the road.
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds