Feeling pretty dejected today. Just bummed about everything in general, not missing her, that doesn't seem to barely come up much anymore. Just depressed about the fact that this all happened to me, i just wanted to be happy husband, the injustice thing is definitely a factor today but im less angry about it than i am dissapointed and sorrowful about it.

I'm lonely as hell, which also makes it tough.

M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds