No more denial, time to get to work

[MRay]

Thanks joejoe. I'm having a down and stressful day today, and just a couple months ago I would have considered this an up day! Dinner is just about ready, and when W gets home I'm headed to play softball. Things are looking up!

Don't worry, I plan to just continue on with what I'm doing. Not because it may or may not be having an impact on W, but because it's the real, genuine me and I'm feeling happy. I don't think she's having second thoughts though, but I'm trying hard not to mind read. Hopefully she is, but I can't control that. I am definitely showing her a man that only a fool would leave. She's even said that in her own words. Time will reveal what happens, and I'm going to enjoy it as much as I can.