Advice on my Scenario Pt. 6 - Becoming a Warrior

[OrangeK]

Steve, please understand my answers below may come off as curt in text form. I very much value and respect your input, even though we dont always see eye to eye. So please, keep it coming.

Your head says "I want respect and I don't want her anymore!" But your actions speak differently.

I respectfully disagree How so? please cite examples

Likely deep down you are willing to take any bone she is willing to throw you.

No, I'm not. Plain and simple. The woman is an evil predator. Just because I have a need to try to UNDERSTAND what happened as best I can doesn't mean I'm subconsciously still pining for her and heartbroken over the loss. Im heartbroken i was so deceived, and hurt. Im glad to be rid of her at this point. She is a frikkin TUMOR Steve.

And I get it. You never got to properly detach then the TRO got slapped on and iced you out. You have a lot of unresolved feelings

This is true. I know what those unresolved feelings are. Injustice, Anger, Disgust and Contempt.

and I am sure that on an hour by hour basis you aren't even really sure how you feel.

I know exactly how I feel. See above.

But sandi and Ginger are telling you what your actions said, whether or not you intended them to say that. You'd be very wise to keenly reflect on that.

I feel like Sandi and Ginger told me what WW HEARD through my actions, not so much what I SAID with them.

I disagree that standing up for my son and his exposure to OM was wrong. Sandi called that weakness. i dont agree with that. Not fighting for my sons best interests is weakness.
I realize i cannot control what WW and OM do, but i have EVERY RIGHT to tell her that its wrong and damaging to S3.
You all can call that weakness, i call it conviction.

She knows I know about OM, i dont see any point in tip-toeing around that topic just to spare her feelings. If i bring up OM and she gets angry about it, good. She deserves to be angry about it. She knows she is a wretched harlot, and if hearing about OM from me makes that bubble to the forefront of her damaged grey matter, good, she deserves it.

You think i care what BS lies she tells OM and her flock of cronies about me? Please, give me a break, their opinions mean less than a rodent fart to me.
If she shows them a text about me telling her she is a crappy mom for the exposure to OM, and they agree with HER, they are just as damaged and wrong as she is. F*** em'

"wolves dont lose sleep over the opinion of the sheep"

Stay strong brother, I know it is tough.

thanks Steve, I feel angry but strong and committed. thanks for keeping up with me.