Orange... I used to have the same obsessive thought about my W. I understand how hard it is to get out of that frame of mind looking for answers. It helped me a lot to realize I'm probably never going to get those answers, so what was the point of stressing on it. My chances of having lunch with Bigfoot were better than me having all my questions definitively answered. It also helped to remind myself that she wasn't worth the headspace it was taking up. Don't get me wrong, I still love her, but I'm not going to let her take up all that space in my head, because she doesn't deserve it...
Me: 38 W:31 Kids: S16(mine from previous R), D10, S9, S4 M: 10 years T:12 years BD:Jan 3, 2018 W moved out: Apr 13,2018 Filed for D: Jun 2018 D final: Sep 2019
