Gotdie #19: patience, trust...and hope

[Gordie]

Kyh

Thanks for following along

I am glad I have been pretty drama free these past few months

I hope she is baking in her oven

But who knows how long it will take



Journaling

After a nice m day I expect maybe some distancing

W went out with a girl friend after work

I fed the kids and put them to bed

Cleaned up the house and did the laundry

It was late and I was tired and went to bed

I texted w good night and fell asleep

W gets home and starts making noise and I wake up

She complains that the house is a mess

I know it is not and I am half asleep and roll over

She spends the next 30 minutes banging around

This is the new me

I resisted the temptation to jump out of bed and clean up whatever was not to her standard

I resisted the temptation to apologize

Instead I am saying to myself

What is her problem

Whatever I do it is never enough for her

SMH

I slept like a baby

In the morning I again resisted the temptation to apologize

I chit chat as if nothing happened and so does she

One day at a time