Hawho and DN

Thanks for taking the time to stop by

Hawho it is so hard not to want to do thkngs for her

After all this i still want to help her

But i have gotten better at letting go of that desire

And letting her help herself

And like an adult ask for help if she wants it

DNJ sleeping makes everything better

Yes i still have to fake it sometimes but i am better



M day 2018

Church solo with kids

Found myself sitting with other dads and kids with no wives

Got home and made a nice brunch

Mom got her gifts and cards

Kids said nice things about mom which touched her

Spent afternoon doing things around the house

W spent a lot of time on the phone with girl friends

M day dinner at restaurant was delicious

W asked me to take a picture of her and the kids

She posts these on social media

I am never in the pics

W spent time after dinner on phone with girl friends

I put the kids to bed and went to bed

W gave me a kiss goodnight


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving