Hawho it is so hard not to want to do thkngs for her
After all this i still want to help her
But i have gotten better at letting go of that desire
And letting her help herself
And like an adult ask for help if she wants it
DNJ sleeping makes everything better
Yes i still have to fake it sometimes but i am better
M day 2018
Church solo with kids
Found myself sitting with other dads and kids with no wives
Got home and made a nice brunch
Mom got her gifts and cards
Kids said nice things about mom which touched her
Spent afternoon doing things around the house
W spent a lot of time on the phone with girl friends
M day dinner at restaurant was delicious
W asked me to take a picture of her and the kids
She posts these on social media
I am never in the pics
W spent time after dinner on phone with girl friends
I put the kids to bed and went to bed
W gave me a kiss goodnight
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving