I said that I felt like I crippled by fear to do anything in my life and she agreed that was my main problem.
First the bad. These fuching statements have to stop. A woman looks to a man to be a leader. She wants a man who has a mission and a purpose who is ready to break down barriers. She also wants a man she knows that will have her back and take care of her. If I am reading this right you are out of work? Big turn off man if you can not provide for her.
The good. You seem to be heading in the right directions. Losing 35 pounds is awesome you should be proud. Playing in a band is great too.
Just know this is going to take a long time to sort out and slow and steady wins the race.
