Happy Belated Birthday! I am so sorry to read about your toe. They always say that a toe that hurts or a toothache are the pits. There's little you can do if your toe is broken except "buddy it up" to the one beside it. Hopefully it will heal up nicely very soon.
Vanilla, I think you are a bit hard on yourself. I'm sure your hair is beautiful and there are some who would dearly love to have your "curly" hair.
Sorry about the kidney stone as well. Hope you are feeling better now.
Please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.