OK I wasn't being snarky. its weird butI care about you and when you're hurting it bothers me. I really think you need to amp up GAL. You seem to have too much time to stew in your own juices.
Also I vividly remember our IC discussion. You said the current one, your 2nd one wasn't working so you saw it as a waste of money. i encouraged you to keep looking for a good one and you shut he discussion drown.
I really think you, due to your sitch, need IC more than anyone else that posts here. But ICs are like a pair of jeans. You have to find one that fits.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018