waw maybe #3

[bhappy2]

I sometimes feel like I dont even know my W anymore. Then she will do something nice and I fall flat on my face, thinking ok shes starting to come back. Only now do I realize she was just manipulating me.

Yes I want to still save my M, it will be a tremendous amout of work. I am not afraid to D anymore either as I have seen there is much happiness out there. I have met so many good people.

So I am in limbo myself, if she was to come to me and say she wants to R I am just going to say I am not sure anymore.