Man I should just copy and paste this on every thread. It's called the illusion of action. You feel you have to do something to prove your love to her. The problem is it is too late for that at this time.
Time plus distance plus you kicking the $hit out of life with strong actions is the only thing that will turn this around.
Think of your W as a cat. What happens when you chase after a cat? It runs. A cat will approach you when it feels safe. That is when you let her go then she will become curious again.
