Afraid of the dark

[Ste7e]

I am also really confused about the feedback I get on here. I am trying to do whatever it takes to save my M but it seems like everyone is saying just let it go and forget about it. Which I read as it in not going to happen buddy, which is not very encouraging.
I also can't help but think that NC is a bad idea we have barely been in contact this whole time and she keeps moving further and further away. Because I am not dealing with a WW has my actions been the wrong approach I guess I just don't understand the rationale of letting go to and letting the WAW work through all the moves to D. Is she supposed to have some sort of revelation and change her mind. I just don;t see it happening. Ugh I am just hurting so bad today need some hope to keep fighting the good fight.