BH - I didn't realize you've been here as long and I Just looked at your registration date. Yeh wow!
Oh man! What would I give to just hang with some peeps from here and share our battle scars and successes over a few drinks. I wish there was a DB conference where we could all meet with special sessions by folks like Sandi, Vanilla, AS, 25 etc etc.
I hope that you're doing well and that your journey is yielding growth and calmness for you. This $hit ain't easy, but we're here as living testaments to coming out at the other end and not just surviving, but thriving in life.