Thanks V - that's a really good perspective to take on the D. I'll add that in.
AS - honestly, I am a bit surprised where I am at right now. I didn't think I would be here emotionally and mentally. Yes, I put in the work but a lot of credit goes to folks like you who kept me honest and gave me the necessary 2x4s. Your insight into the WAS fog vs. the LBS fog was such a bit A-HA moment for me, and it really helped me clear my thinking and beating myself over and over again - I had over-amplified my faults and minimized hers and put her on a pedestal. As soon as I got through that, my fog started lifting and I could see more clearly.
Yeh, I have an animal theme going on for my sleeve. I know exactly what I want to complete the sleeve, but I need to work with a good artist to bring it to life. I am not in a rush, but if I can get it done by the end of this year, that would be great - need to save cash lol. The animals represent very pivotal moments in my life and I have a deep connection to them, so it's a perfect theme. I will have the artist fill out the rest with the same theme that go around the animals.
I got two small tats done and I am getting a medium one done this week. I had planned this progression and after this one's done, I will take a break for a few months while I find the right artist and then start with the sleeve.
All in all, life is great. I plan to prioritize some of my goals and start planning how I will be investing in myself and skills to move ahead in life personally, but also professionally. I have so much I want to do and I aim to fill up my time with all of these things that bring me joy and a sense of satisfaction. I am honestly excited for my life and what I trust I can accomplish.
I look forward to my next long term relationship with a spectacular woman as well. I know she's out there and when I am ready to plunge in the dating pool, I will take that step. I am in no rush.
