It just feels like anyone who has made an semblance of forward progress with their MR has been DBing and separated / BD'ed for less time than I have already. I get the whole "Marathon not a sprint" thing, but my sitch has only gotten worse since time has passed. I found this forum in early March, and my Stich is literally no different.
I am different and that is huge. I have learned so much about myself, and what i deserve while here, and that is invaluable.
I have improved immensely.
My sitch has not, and i do not expect it ever will.


M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds