Well i guess that didn't work. LH when was the D final? How you holding up? Are you mentally prepared to tell the kids? Do they have any idea? If my EW has experienced sadness she has not shown it to me. I always hoped and thought she would wake the F up but I have now accepted that it won't happen for quite some time if ever.
My EW was a marathon runner, I could never understand what she thought about while running for that long. What do you do to keep your mind occupied? Have you ever owned a motorcycle before? My step-dad always owned them when I was young, the seem so dangerous these days.
When do you think you will put yourself out there again?