I am glad you are in a good mental state

I worry about you

Given your H s emotional assault

On you and your boys

Amazing what you said about the people in his life

I have recently realized

W has always had deep deep deep b f f s

They share a deep and real connection and share everything

These b f f relationships are intense lasting about 5 to 10 years each

And then they have some falling out and never speak to one another again

I am the only person who has been in her life this long

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving