That pursuit/distant crap is so confusing and exhausting. I'm somewhat in the middle if that myself, or so I think, haha. I sometimes just want to say, "stop with these games" but I can't for obvious reasons.
I get what you mean by the being rude. I feel the same. You aren't being rude, it just feels as such. As long as you aren't being out right rude, then you probably aren't. It's because you care for him that you feel this way.
