Hello, I'm new here. :)

[Jlh]

Its so hard to do the distance thing because I feel rude doing it even though not seeing him right now helps with not feeling so awful with the ups and downs and mixed signals.

NOBODY understands his actions and comments when I tell my close family and friends I lean on for support. Its like an alien took him over. But at the same time I feel like if I distance from him to help myself, he may run farther.