Hanging On (Saying ILY Pt. 3)

[mtb1981]

W sent a text earlier asking if she could take the kids to her mom's for Mother's Day. I told her that was fine and to send me a text letting me know what time she would get them. Then she tried to call a few times I didn't answer. A few more texts saying she wanted to talk. The last one saying that she really needed to talk about us. I finally returned her call. She said the way we have been acting towards each other was stupid and she feels like she doesn't know who I am anymore. I told her the same could be said about her and she wasn't the woman that I married. She said this isn't us, and I told her that there was no more us. I think in her mind, she thought we were just going to be best buddies and high five each other when we exchange the kids. And that would be nice, but I really feel betrayed and effed over by her, so it's not gonna happen. I told her when this all started that I wasn't willing to be friends. I don't think of her that way, and I wasn't going to try to fool myself. At this point, I'm just disgusted and she isn't the type of person I would choose to be friends with anyway...