Thanks dusty for the kinds words and encouragement. I am just sharing my journey and trying my best to be the best version of myself so that i can look at the man in the mirror and be content. Mentally and emotionally I am hella proud of this man, but physically, I still need to lose some pounds and get those abs of steel lol. I just want to be in better shape and if those abs come with it, i'll be a happy camper.
I've gotten so much inspiration from others here too and I faked holding my $hit together just to get by, and only since about 2 weeks I feel that I actually have my $hit together. It's been a big shift and I am very happy about it.
I know I am on the path to my goals and it's the best anyone can ask of themselves. I am putting in the work and not letting life happen to me anymore. It's such an empowering feeling to take charge of your life and know that you have the ability to make those changes others just dream about.
I know I am a better man than I was a year ago. Just a few minutes ago a younger person on my staff thanked me for my mentorship and it was such a great feeling. I don't think I would've been able to do that a year ago.
It is paying dividends and I am being patient and compassionate towards myself. Turning this ship will take time, but I have my hands on the wheel now.
