One truth I've learned with the problems in my MR:
You shouldn't try to find someone you are crazy about, you should find someone that is crazy about you.
I spent my younger years chasing women that I was so infatuated with. Finally caught one. I should have chosen from the myriad of women that were so in awe of me. For some reason that was always a turn off for me, and now I regret that.
The girl I dated before meeting WW could have been this but I didnt see it. She was crazy for me. I think the lack of a "chase" may have turned me off. I actually treated this girl really poorly, and recently messaged her to tell her as much. Shes engaged, i wished her well and said sorry for being a jerk.
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds
