So Friday morning are one of the highest probabilities of getting laid. D15 get a ride to school and W has an extra hour.
Well, nothing going this morning. She seems to be dodging me and that's fine as I told her last time that she refused me that I was leaving the ball in her court. Then suddenly this morning she stops me and says that D15 is spending the night at my sister's house and did I want to go out for dinner. She said it and didn't seem so modestly concerned with where my eyes might travel as she has in the recent past while wearing her PJs. Forgive my salacious description as I felt it pertinent to the story.
I told her that sounded fine.
Now my dilemma.
[list] [*]Do I read anything into this? [*]Should I resist the temptation for the good of DBing, either by coming up with last minute reasons that I can't go? [*]Should I go, but in the event that she tries to initiate. Say that I have been working on some things in myself and that it wouldn.t seem right? (Could I even execute this plan?)
My fear is that we go and I start to read something into it only to be disappointed and therefore angered.
My wish? In addition to wanting to be able to do the work that gets the long-term result of recon, is to understand what is going on in her head. She is not the type to play games, yet a lot of her actions have surprised me in recent times.
M 53 W 54, M since 98 D15, D19 8/2013 discovered EA, W maintained contact with OM until 10/14 7/2/17 W said she wanted S, 7/25/17 moved out of MBR 12/17 W says moving out 5/18, W still in home.