Quote: I have much more to process and to think about, but I think I'm on my way to putting all of my trust, faith and expectations into the Lord where they should be rather than a person in my life. Oh happy day.
Sometimes it takes awhile to hear that click, I like you put all my eggs in one basket, no wonder I feel apart after finding out my H was having an A!
It is not healthy, I now realize to put your "all" into one person. So I know how you feel, I too did that!
I hope you have a wonderful mother's day! May the Lord shine down on you and give you peace.
This week has been, I don't know, different. H has been turkey hunting every day since Wednesday. It's like we're co-existing together for now. We see each other at night, have dinner together, run errands together, I have no expectations, no stress, I've dropped the rope.
Went out with freinds last night, it was fun. S4 and I watched Lilo and Stitch and then I let S go to sleep in our bed, which is my bed, since H is in the lower bedroom. S4 falls asleep about 10:30ish, I'm dozing and not too long after that H gets home from where ever it was he was. He did come into the bedroom, asked me if I wanted him to move S4 back into his own bed. I said no, that's okay he can sleep with me. We talked a few minutes about S4 and then H shut the light and I went to sleep.
H calls about mid-morning, he hasn't been out turkey hunting yet since it's been raining most of the morning. Asked me what I was doing tomorrow said he was trying to plan brunch for his parents and that I should plan on doing that. I said okay. SS20 came over this afternoon. SS20, S4 and I went to the driving range. Came back here and SS20 stayed with S4 while I went to the mall. Bought two new bras as VC and a cross charm with a necklace for my self for Mother's Day from my son. H was back when I got home, actually he called me on my cell phone as I was leaving the mall just to see where I was, told him I was on my way home and we said goodbye. When I got home H said the brunch had been cancelled the earliest reservation we could get was after 3 pm so not sure what is up for tomorrow. Might take S4 miniature golfing.
The boys are out fishing for the evening, S4 told me I couldn't go, guys only which is fine by me. Other than that nothing else to report.
