Ohhhh Cathy....you are "getting it"...that's so apparant!
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If I put my expectations into the Lord, let Him know my hearts desires, if I let Him guide me, I believe he will guide me to happiness and a new R/M with my H. In my heart I know something good is out there waiting for me, either my H will be that "better" once he's completed his crisis and if H isn't that person, than someone else or maybe just life! It will be good no matter what.




This is EXACTLY where my thoughts have been as of late. God knows....we've got to trust Him....we will one day look back at this experience and really "GET IT!!" I just know that is true. Of course we're hopeful it's sooner than later....whatever.

I ASK God to help me give it to Him, cuz that part it hard too. I'm good at talking the talk....but deep in my quiet times, often I know I haven't given it to Him fully. It's a daily effort, but I know deep in my heart it is entirely worth it.

Thinking of you a lot....you're in my prayers too.

Mooka

P.S. I am leaving town tomorrow afternoon and may not check emails for a week. I'll be back next Thurs night.