Thanks guys. I think i also need more structured GAL. Im not a ticking time bomb or anything. If you met me in real life i am actually pretty even tempered.
I do have some really great career goals and the weather is improving so i should focus more on getting into top shape. I have a boyfriend with good potential for committment. His family likes me which is supwr impprtant to me.
The other day He actually asked me for my opinion on something pretty significant that concerned his life. And that felt great to feel like my input valued. It was so small but felt so significant to me. I was conpletwly taken aback. My ex never consulted me about anything. He didnt care and just did whatever he wanted.