Withdrawal, The Worst Stage Yet?

[Rita]

Hi, Job-- the text is right, I guess system didn't like the formatting.

Job, since you are here -- something I have noticed in myself since we seem to have started over this whole MLC nightmare with a new bomb drop -- my heart is heavy like it was in year one and year two. I have my faith ways of dealing with this but for the DB way, is detachment our only answer to that? Do you remember how right after bomb drop you had this mixture of disbelief and total naive assurance that it would all be okay very soon -- and then slowly you lost all hope until you got strong again, through detachment, etc., and were ready for a longer haul? I am in this weird state of having all the wisdom of 5 years of standing and yet a brand new freshly shredded heart, and it is so painful!