Thanks for visiting Minnie.

Went to the casino today, ran into my dad. My M and him go once a week, they're retired and it's their entertainment. At one point while I was walking around my diamond tennis bracelet fell off and luckily I saw it and put it back on. Well I'm driving home this afternoon and the bracelet is not on my wrist! I was half way home, it's about an hour drive and that there's no way I'm going to find it as it could have fallen off anywhere. My H gave it to me for our second Xmas together about ten years ago. I don't know that H even notices that I wear it, so I'll wait till he says something...I loved that bracelet!

Tonight was just another night in the MLC world. Everything was okay, we had dinner. H did try to button push. He says to me are you going to be gone tomorrow so that I can move out? To which I respond "do you want me to be?" and I think he quietly replied "no" He then asks if I talked to an A today, I said "should I have" and he didn't respond.

I told H I had to run to Wal-mart, but S wanted to stay home if his D was staying home, but H said I think we'll all go. We went to Wal-mart, I needed a new windshield wiper blade which H got for me while I picked out a few other items. Went to DQ and had ice cream, came home. H was putting wiper fluid in his truck and said I'll fill yours, too! I've had the car almost a year and I didn't know where the lever was under the hood to open it!

We watched CSI, S didn't nap today so was very whiny and it just drives me insane at times. S was whining and fake crying and started laughing even he thought he was being ridiculous--overtired.

H has been home every night this week--which is interesting I think. He hasn't been to the bar all week, in fact since last Wednesday night..hmmmm. Oh I take that back he stopped for a few on Sunday evening.

I have plans to golf tomorrow if it doesn't rain. I'm going to purchase my bible tomorrow (holdingon finally and then a friend invited me for margaritas and chips from 5 - 7 tomorrow night. Saturday I'm going to try to visit a friend who just had her baby. SS20 is coming over on Saturday, also. I'm not sure what's up for Mother's day either. I'd like to go to the sneak preview of Kate Hudson's new movie..it's Mother's Day afterall, I should be able to do what I want to do..hmmm...maybe I could talk my sis and SIL into going with me...just a thought for now.

I have been reading the Power of Praying Woman, doing lots of reflecting, soul searching, learning more and more about the Lord every day. Things on the homefront have settled down some...for now. Am working on moving my expectations from this world to the Lord. I do feel closer to the Lord in the last few days.

During our talking on Sunday I called H a drunk and a loser and that he and OW deserved each other. I forgot to mention this as I'm not too proud of myself for saying it H brought it up a little later in our convo and said something like "you said I was a drunk" sounding very hurt. I don't remember if I said I was sorry or not, but I did say that I noticed his drinking had slowed down considerably in the last few weeks.

My H is changing whether he realizes it or not, I can see it, I can notice things. I've totally back off from H, am not going to initiate at least for now. When I was bending over trying to see how to open the car hood H was standing behind me "acting as if" if you catch my drift..lol...

Cathy