Sorry man. I know it is tough. You've already been through a lot with your MR, so you need to pull up your pants and get to work. Assuming you still want to save it. Read all of cadet's links and then start listening to the fine folks here that can help you.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
