I was having a good day and evening yesterday, then I broke a DB rule, I checked his email. He had an email from a property management company, so he is applying for a lease for an apartment... I had a very difficult time sleeping last night, as I have most nights, and I am just trying to focus on me again today, very hard though.
Married- 1y8m Together- 7.5y M- 37 H- 31 S- 4 months not wanting to work on things bomb- 4/15/18 left home- 5/5/18 Moved in with OW a week after leaving