Do you receive the Inspiration Channel? If you do, turn it on because John Eldrige has a show on there on Saturday nights called Wild at Heart.
There are also some great programs on there that will help you on your journey. John Hagee is on there as well as Benny Hinn. Those programs have helped me alot on my journey to learn more about the Lord and what he has in store for his people.
Not to mention the Bible and prayer.
Continue to work on the friendship with your husband. He has released alot of what has been inside of him and the Lord is working on healing him. The pressure is now off for a while. He needs to concentrate on healing and you need to concentrate on the friendship. Not on the marriage because that is too much pressure for him at this time because he can not be the husband that you need right now. He will in time, but now he needs to heal.
He is coming to you now because he can. He does not feel that you are wanting more from him then what he is able to give at this time. On the other hand, the OW wants so much more from him that he can not give her. He feels safe at this time and you are noticing the changes because of this.
Continue with your journey that you are on and continue working on you.
