I think its at the point that when i dont feel anger, it feels unnatural to me.

I used to have other things i was interested in like, reading, politics, travel. Now during my spare time, I devour anything thqt has to do with cheating, men leqving their marriage, men regretting leaving their marriage, narcissists, drug addictions. Etc.

When doodler talked about that article, I knew exactly what he was referring to. That is just sad.

It is a waste of my time. I can be doing anything else and it would be better for me. I dont even watch tv!

I get it, post BD. But its almost 3 years now.

I am still furious at ex. And at all waywards.


M: 42
H: 43
Twins age 5
WAH in summer