A familiar story with questions. IV

[RR17]

5 years marathon man
Some times it seemed like it was over but because I hadn't read DB untill a year ago, I never required proper recon. I am convinced that without a loss and remorse, all will prolong.
I am 2 years and it feels like forever
I feel your pain
Yes they do sometimes try to make us look twice when we ignore them
Silly games. It is as if they all collaborate on their methods
You cannot control what she does
I heard this early in my journey, but it took time to sink in. I discovered Control issues within myself. We can damn sure prolong the process
You can only control you

Does she know what you want
I have stated in the past. But now, who knows? Until she cares, it really doesn't seem to matter.
Does she refuse to provide answers
Unless you consider " I don't know" an answer?
Or do you not discuss it
Discussing only leads to an argument. I avoid if possable
In terms of full and proper reconciliation

I am learning it sometimes takes longer and is messier
I sometimes wonder if moving out would expedite things
The success stories are nice

But if you read blu wave or storm chaser

The reality of reconciliation is not easy

What are you doing for mother day
I will suport my D15 efforts, but she is not my mother