Thank you Holdingon, Deb, Pattie and Freckles!! I'm waffling, struggling today, not sure what I want at this point. I'm not ready to give up yet, I don't think I am, can. This is going to sound, how do I say it, wacky or spiritual...but I spoke with G last night and he asked me to give my H to him and I think I argued a little bit saying I don't know if I can, I need to hang on maybe...don't I. It was a back and forth and I think G will get H, I think I'm ready to give H to G and let go.

I just got a call from little guy asking when I eat lunch because him and daddy were wondering if I'd like to have lunch with them so I'm off to meet them for lunch!!

Cathy