One other observation: It appears she is looking for an excuse to change her mind without looking like she WANTS to stay. Likely our changes have her second guessing her proclamation but it means that she was wrong in her proclamation. So instead she is looking for a "I didn't want to stay, but JustSad needed me for a huge reason, like cancer!"

That shows a chink in her armor.

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018