Former WH, now LBS Please Help, close to Give Up

[betheoa]

Is that the very worst thing she can do to hurt you? Tell me why this would hurt?

I know it is not healthy to take it so deep, but all our M, i have supper to not have her sexual as i would be normal. But in the end of the day, i will handle.

My wife, told the kids, all about my infidelity and a lot more lies or trickle truth, and almost nothing of what she was doing. My ego want to tell them my point of view, but i will not. I am not like her.

I am ok, i is hard as hell, i do not know why she tell them all this things, i could be said we can not make us happy together, and that its.

WW now to all people around and my kids telling, i left them because my reasons.....

However, i am relay glad i have done this, my kids deserve healthy parents, for me is sure i am not healthy, if i am around my WW. I think for her is as well, because she admit to the kids that she was not forgave me about my infidelity.

So, from some days now, i am not the old beta/omega f**ng nice guy, who was company (she try to make us friends) his WW to diners/beer/coffee with OM1, or who when WW call me to si if i come home and look after kids, telling me, she is going on diner with OM2, and i have respond "i understand" - that was advise from other forum 2 years ago ....

Not any more, if someone what to be next to me, have to respect me, and be the woman i will respect as well.

Thank you Sandi, for whole your support.
I do not know why other people do no write to my story, may be there is reason, some one to tel me please

All what i hear about me, and my situation by (inlet), open my eyes, what WW was thinking about me, also for her current real self.

I will post as regular as i can.
I have panic attacks and anxiety, but handle very well.

My questions:
1. Next week there is mountain walk in our sport activity center, should i spend time with the kids and WW.
2. Next moth WW have Bird day, should i do something.
3. The kids want spend some time together as family (my WW telling them it is better to be separated than to be together and fight). WW told them if we separated we are going to be more nice each other.

write soon