Just got a text from W saying she wasn't going to be by to get the kids for ice cream tonight. I'm not surprised. I'm sure something better came up. She said she was getting ready to go look for a job. At 7:00 at night? I guess she's wanting to stay in the bar scene. I hope she can't find anything because the last place she needs to be is working in a bar. That lifestyle is what started this whole mess anyway. She said she had applied at a few places in town that would be regular day hours Monday through Friday. I asked if she had called them back. She said she did, but hasn't gotten an answer. I don't believe anything she says, so I doubt she even applied. She only interested in slinging drinks for tips so she can have immediate cash on hand each night. I wish she'd just grow up and get a real job, but I know that won't be happening anytime soon...


Me: 38
W:31
Kids: S16(mine from previous R), D10, S9, S4
M: 10 years
T:12 years
BD:Jan 3, 2018
W moved out: Apr 13,2018
Filed for D: Jun 2018
D final: Sep 2019

"Surrender to the Flow"...