[s]No[/s] affair, no feelings...is there hope? III

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So W called me this evening for another hour+ phone chat. Didn't answer at first bc I was out GALing and called back later. She asked me to wait to start some tv shows so we could watch together when she's back. She is being so friendly I am starting to wonder if I should become suspicious, for lack of a better word. I'm just working on my detachment and trying not to read into anything, but between the texting and calling it's starting to take enough of my time that I don't want to waste it.

That may sound strange, I don't view it as wasted time to talk to her and am obviously trying to save my marriage, but there is something unsettling about the fact that if I wasn't aware of the A (which I'm not as far as she is concerned), I would probably be getting taken for a ride right now. Not sure if I'm making any sense...