I am so glad you've been my friend and support, you've helped me to you know.
Yesterday afternoon I got a call from H about 3ish asking me if I'd pick up S? I said sure, that's fine. H says okay, thanks, bye and that was it! Whatever. Of course, my mind is assuming this and that..but let it go.
Pick up S, eat dinner, go to my parents for a bit and am getting back in the car at my parents and there's a missed message from my H. I didn't call him back or anything, but arrived home about the same time he did.
Didn't ask him where he was, SS20 called and talked to his dad for awhile. SS20 wanted to talk to S4 and S4 thought it was my sister and SS20 heard that..and disquised his voice to sound like a girl and S4 fell for it until I told S4 it was his "brother" to which S4 got the biggest smile on his face. He loves his big brother!
H was in an okay mood last night, we talked a bit. H was in the basement getting his fishing stuff ready for his tournament this Saturday.
H was changing the oil in his crane, that's why he was late--I didn't ask. H volunteered the info.
We went to bed, was going to lay by H and he kind of pushed me away, so I said good night, H said good night back and we went to sleep.
I'm trying not to ask too much of H this week, letting him come to me. Not questioning or pushing on anything, keeping silent.
