Steve, you say early. I'm nearly 5 years in since first BD.
Yea, it is odd. She began closing doors etc and once I move away, the doors are either cracked or wide open. I doubt it is all coincidence. Some may be exaggerated imagination, but not all.
It kind of pisses me off. If you want to push me away. Go ahead. But I don't need the confusion. I am trying to wrap my head around turning down sex if she initiates. I will need prayers.
RR17, yeah, I know most here question our timing. But remember, my BD was initiated by me, not her. I don't think she had completely moved on to the "I am going to drop the bomb and walkaway" state when I caught on to things. If things had gone on a few more weeks or months it would have and that would have been an entirely different starting point.
Don't get me wrong, obviously there is still work to be done, and we are both working on it with the help of the MC.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
