It only took me 20 months to finally hear what so many of you have said
Stop putting my life on hold
Life is too short
Standing for your M is not standing still
I cannot nice her back
Do not look back at this time as a waste
But a time of renewal and rebirth
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving