Could be. There was a WAS who used to post here years ago, one thing she said back then really stuck with me- she said the HARDEST thing she did in reconciling was having to go back to all her friends and family and try to explain to them why she was now reconciling with the man she had been saying such hateful, ugly things about for so long. She had everyone convinced her H was the devil, but then she emerged from the fog and wanted him back and was suddenly faced with having to reverse course on everything she had said. She actually said it scared her so much that she considered not reconciling just to save herself the embarrassment.
This is a huge fear i have, that she will want to talk, possibly R and wont due to embarrassment, shame and guilt.
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds
