Journaling,
Hello all still here, it's been a yr since bd and we have survived me and the kids.

Update I now have two 10yrs old and a 9yrs old my 3 beautiful babies are getting big and I must say time is flying and they been so strong throughout this process.

So I got surgery for my left breast they removed some of the cyst and now waiting for results. Is scary process but I believe all this happens for a reason a yr ago I didn't understand why us why all this but now I am understanding why and unfortunately I have grown as a person and a mother.

W is still angry but lately seen emotions tears actually came down her face. Unfortunately it has gone far as GAL and my son being physically abuse but at this point all I know is there is no going back with W. W is far gone that hole. I can't imagine putting my kids through this hell again.

W has her angry moments she picks fights with our kids infact she has stated all 3 kids has ruin her life and they all are F***king liars. W has choosen ow side when kids try to tell there mom that ow threaten them saying I will pull your ear or pinch u if you don't listen. Kids have tried to tell her but W response is to ignore them or call them liars.

I am truly disappointed in how long it is taking to bring s10 home. But my faith knows God has a plan. W has also tried to say is my fault for hiring lawyers. I just replied all I want is my kids together and safe that's all I care.

Is there anyone here who had a W or H pick on only one child and mistreat that only child my W is horrible to s9, he has came to his own conclusion that W hates him. I have Express No mom doesn't mom is not mom right now.


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9