Advice on my Scenario Pt.4

[OrangeK]

DO NOT SEND THE LETTER.

I knew i would get this response. Its why i asked before just sending it.

I need to hear why again. I need reinforcement.
For some reason my heart is trying to tell me this letter will somehow break through to her.

Humor me Sandi, i know my sitch is basically FUBAR, un-recoverable.
She is damaged, broken, selfish to a fault and has no moral compass at all, or guilt/remorse for that matter.

But i need to hear, from her perspective what this letter will do in her heart and mind if i were to send it.
I need to hear why i shouldnt, my resolve is very weak today.

It has been 103 days since i have seen, spoken to, heard from or made eye contact with the love of my life, after she had stabbed my heart out, time after time, lie after lie.

I should have moved on by now.
Why do i want to send the letter?
Why do i think it will make ANY difference??

Please help.