I need to act as if I already decided that I will be ok without her in my life im any capacity moving forward. There is nothing I want or need from her. I will be ok I will not need control over anything but my emotions and pain. I need a good day today with a step forward to not pursueing. I only need this one day now and when I come to tomorrow I will need that day then. Dont get ahead of myself or the situation. Any other pointers or encouragement?
M 40 W 34 Together 7 Married 2 No Kids BD 1/18 need space Moved out 2/18 ILYBNILWY & Asked for D 3/18 W filed for D 6/18 D final 10/18
