Keep your head up, Orange. I was venting to a friend last night about how sh!tty my life is, and he told me, "Your life isn't sh!tty, just your current situation". And you know what, he's right. This is all temporary. As hard as it may be, I've made the desision to stay positive. Any time I'm feeling down, she wins. Whether she is around to see it or not. And I've made it my goal to not let her win. You say that your W has it all and is getting everything she wants, but it seems to me like she's a real piece of crap. I would rather be a good person going through a rough time than a piece of crap always getting my way. And that's what makes us better than them. You'll be fine, dude. Like my buddy said last night, "Your life isn't sh!tty, just your current situation"...


Me: 38
W:31
Kids: S16(mine from previous R), D10, S9, S4
M: 10 years
T:12 years
BD:Jan 3, 2018
W moved out: Apr 13,2018
Filed for D: Jun 2018
D final: Sep 2019

"Surrender to the Flow"...