Advice on my Scenario Pt.4

[Newly20]

Orange,
I too am jealous of all the folks with In house seperations, the ones who still get to see their wives and GAL while they sit at home wondering. My WAW left the house 2 weeks after BD, and only 6 weeks since seperation and she has already filed for divorce! Even though she swore up and down that D didn't matter and it would be at least a year before she thought about filing.

Everyone's case is different. We just need to make the best with what we have. Keep up with your GAL. Make yourself better. You have no idea if any of what your doing is affecting your W, but it doesn't matter as these things are for you. She is not going to tell you anything positive. She probably cant even tell herself anything positive. I feel you, doing all the things for the family and staying 100% honest and loyal, and they turn around and piss it all away. I have the same feelings as you!

No closure
Will i be able to trust again
Will i ever reach the other side
How long will this take to forget

It's easier to say than to live by it but....TIME IS YOUR FRIEND. Take it a day at a time, keep posting here. Vent whatever is on your mind, dont be bummed if you dont get responses, keep POSTING. People listen. If anything you can look back at your post in the future and see how far you've come.